Cat, I'm sorry for not being able to fit you into my schedule today. I tried to talk my mother out of dragging me to go school shopping, but she wouldn't budge. Maybe if I would've disobeyed her this wouldn't be happening. Due to me messing up in my planning, I was not able to complete your birthday present. I really wanted to spend some time with you tonight, but school is taking up all of my time. I can try to stay up later, but I don't want to dissapoint you by falling asleep. I'm sorry. I'm really fucking sorry. I hate school, I hate being angry, I hate this whole situation, and I want to celebrate your birthday. Oh my God I really want